Dear Diary, I'm Kenneth,18, and i think i might be in love.
What is it about him that compels me to him. I was lost in the intricate world and he help me find my place in it.
I remember the first time we met. I was sitting by an oak tree on top of a hill, and it was the perfect time for me to cry no one was around to hear me. While i was there crying, i saw him. He asked me why i was crying, his blue eyes trying to peer into my black tinted eyes. I looked away and tried to give him my most snobbish sneer, and i said, "these tears don't concern you."
He gave me a little laugh and said, "But they must concern someone, right?"
And ever since that day we became friends. But our friendship is a little odd you might say. It's kind of like a relationship i guess. We spend most of our time together and when he leaves i miss him. And we go on i guess dates together too like we go out for dinner like just the two of us. (I don't know how I'll explain having a boyfriend to my parents.)
He's just so Beautiful. Every thing about ; His brown wavy hair, his eyes that remind me of the ocean, his high cheek bones outlining his almond shaped eyes. His face is strong in features and what i like the most about him is his lips: the way they move when he says my name, and the way it'll move when he kisses me. (aha i wish)
Well what i'm trying to say is i feel in love with him when he broke down the wall i had around me. It was on the day he caught me crying on that hill. After he asked me," they must concern someone, right?"
Then i cried out, "I feel unlovable."
There was sadness in his eyes and voice, like he's been where i been before, he said, "You are lovable, I'll show you love." And with that i threw myself in his arms and cried out the last 17 years of pain,sorrow and loneliness.
(I'm still working on telling Zach I love him, but i just don't know when the right time is.)
