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They never notice
by Stephanie, 13, female

April 8, 2010

Dear Diary, all the kids at school make fun of me. Yeah, so what if I'm shy. So what if I'm not popular? That gives them no right to tell me that I'm a freak, an outcast. How do they think that makes me feel! I sit by myself every day, because nobody wants to talk to me...And the friends I do have, they are at the high school, but I suppose I will be with them soon. Ever since that stupid party last Febuary, when the girls I called my best friends finally told me they really hated me, and they pressured me into doing horrible things that I didn't want to do, but did anyways, because I wanted to keep my friends...It's all gone downhill from there. I've been beaten down by them...and those same girls did horrid things to me that I will never forget. Yes, I may seem happy...But I have learned to hide it all...All my pain, and my life in itself...Just a blunt memory...

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friends don't that to each other. you're not a freak. we live in a cookie cut society where we all feel the need to look, talk and dress the same. dare to be different. the ones that do, will get shot down by those too insecure to stand out themselvse. just be brave.
Lil R

sorry, meant to say, He knows you better than you know yourself.
angel

Stephanie, you have lots of great years ahead of you. God created you unique as you are. He has a purpose for your life. You have special talents and will grown to know yourself better. Love yourself. God loves you. Talk to Him, He knows you bette thaan you love yourself.
angel

Put yourself in their shoes. They are the outcasts. Maybe not in school, but at home or at other activities. They climb up you. They hate you because they envy you. Try to console them; help them through the pain. Who knows, you ay actually become true friends.
Jonathan Lawley

I think you've already learned this, but I believe you may be having problems accepting it. They only want you there to make themselves feel better. They think they can conrol, and you let them. I've faced the same problem, and I'm still trying to fix some of it.
Jonathan Lawley

I can relate. What I've discovered, though, is that if you stop hanging around those "friends," and start trying to make friends with people on your level, then you can restart your social life. At least at your school.
Jonathan Lawley

oka =] anytime. i juss hate how ppl think theyre better then others. juss remember to be strong and keep ur head up
*~DUMBO~*

No thanks...uh, my mom kinds shut down my phone cause I'm grounded, but thanks for bein so nice anyways :)
Stephanie

im rite with ya there girl. grls are #####es. actually im popular at my school but most of my bestis are "outcasts" and i show them more love then anyone else. if u want u can txt me?? juss let me kno on this site an ill give u my #
*~DUMBO~*


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